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When I love, I love with everything I have - I love hard, I center my attention around that one person, it consumes me. It sounds good (at least in my head) but itโs not healthy, especially if the other person isnโt loving as hard. Youโve put all your eggs in one basket and then when that basket decides itโs not strong enough to carry your eggs, you are left empty. As dramatic as it sounds, the worst pain Iโve ever had is a broken heart. When it happens I sit and I pick myself apart. Whatโs wrong with me? How could I have been better? Did I miss something? Why have I failed? It eats at me like a cancer, it makes me do and say crazy things. I become so incredibly weak or at least thatโs how it feels. I read the other day โitโs called a break up because it was brokenโ and in all my cases, this was correct. But I was always determined to somehow make it work, even if it meant making myself unhappy or enduring some type of pain. Iโve been cheated on twice in...
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